Tuesday, March 7, 2006

A memory like a smack in the kisser

Look at this photo I just came across. This is really, really difficult for me to see. To see the obvious pain I was in. 

I recall I almost felt good this day. A little bit of 'normal me', a bit more feeling coming back in. Steve took this about two months after Ella died. I distinctly remember he was trying to get me to smile. 

I honestly thought I was... maybe in mouth muscles only.

If you were ever wondering, this is the watery eyed, weary smile you get if you're a lost mummy. Look after her. Even if it is you, yourself.


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